Twas brillig and the slyvy toves did gire and gimbel in the wabe
All mimsy was the borogrove and the moom wraths out grabe.

any guesses what i've been watching... well if you don't know that's sad for you... and if you do know, that's good for you.

DANGER! DANGER! Extremely flammable. Harmful or fatal if swalled. Harmful if inhaled. May cause central nervous system effects, including dizziness, headache or nause, causes eye, skin and respiratory tract irritation. Use only with adequate ventilation. ---- and to think even with a tag like this on me my erin loves me anyway... boy she's great :)

I am truely in a rare mood today... this date coming up in a few short hours has me all completly happy for today... now if all my classes were over so I could get on the freakin road with it already... man... I hate waiting... I tell yah... waiting just isn't worth it's wait.. ok please continue... in gold.

Cause is effect; Effect is Cause.

Tomorrow is my big date, and you know I can't wait, i've fixed my banjo nice, and tried to play it twice, we are listening to malaguena, and hell if I know what rhymes with that.

HAHA

So i'm feeling alot better... my arms still hurt a good bit from my trip to the gym... but that's nothing a SECOND workout won't fix... The real excitement is that I have my big date this weekend... and boy talk about looking forward to something... I just really can't wait... i'm so excited it's been much to long since i've seen erin..
I do have one concern at the moment, my puppy dog Ellie, whom i've grown somewhat attached too, got hit by a truck and broke her hip... She's going to be going to an orthopedic surgeon, and I think since she's just a puppy she should recover fine... but i'm still worried about her... because.. well, she's my puppy... and we've been getting along pretty good lately. But i'm confident she'll be up and running in no time. This time with an invisible electric fence running around the yard... she'll probably get zapped, but it's for her own good. So pray my puppy is feeling up to speed as soon as she can.
Got a new album today, Thank you courtney, by a band called Jet, they're straight up rock and roll.. you've probably heard them on tv if you watch such things... but I like them, and Maroon 5.... although right now i'm listening to the Buena Vista Social Club, which is completly un-related.
In related new, my fiancee Erin is silly, and I love her

Nuff said... Leave Comments you lazy readers.

Ok this is getting old REAL fast, what's the point of getting all this snow if we NEVER get off classes!!! Ahhh Don't they realize i'm not paying to be here so I can go to class!

So things just are, I'm pretty much finished cleaning the room... it looks pretty good, we definentally have alot more space now... I need to buy a hamper though, for lack of anywhere else to put dirty laundry... I'm so tired of being awake... i'm not tired, just being awake feels so much like a dream lately.. I don't like it.
I am dressed very nice today, powder blue "hawaii" T-shirt with my favorite kakais and kakai shoes.. the new necklace my parents got me from saint lucia too.... it's just a really nice outfit, and with my old navy winter coat, and gap messenger bag it works particularly well.. It's day's like this that I wish I owned a boat... I could just sail to the middle of nowhere and float... that'd be the way to go for sure... so i'm not sure if anyone is reading this, It has been awhile and most of my audience has probably forgotten about this... I haven't gotten a single comment either... but for now, i suppose i'll keep updating...

When we understand, we are at the center of the circle, and there we sit while Yes and No chase each other around the circumference.

So i'm tired, and sad, and if you haven't guessed frustrated... I try so hard and I never seem to come out on top. Life is just so depressing sometimes. I re-arranged the room and did most of the cleaning up, i'll have to finish tomorrow roomie is soon ready for bed.. tried watching pirates of the carribean too.. nothing much is cheering me up...

So nothing is a worse feeling I think, than trying to go to sleep after a fight... you should never go to bed on bad words... and for that I truely am sorry... I guess sleep will come, but not easily for me tonight.

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Well I didn't Pass my piano so it looks like it's at LEAST 1 more semester of school for yours truely, really makes me feel like my life is at a standstill but there just doesn't seem to be much of a way around it.
I got alot of nice things for christmas, a banjo, lots of good clothing, including the most comfortable pair of boxers i've ever owned.
Lets see, this coming weekend me and Erin are going on a DATE! I know for a couple of nearly 3 years that seems a silly thing to be so excited over, but it's something we never really did a whole lot when we were "going out" most of our going out involved staying in... So i'm super looking forward to it. T.J. Rockwell's and Movie... aww man, it's going to be sweet.
I don't really love my classes this semester, don't hate em, but they don't really excite the crap out of me. So yeah.
I need to start working out hardcore, like alot hardcore, and since night classes were cancelled, thank you snow, I might get a start on that tonight. Hopefully, if everything goes appropriatly.
So hopefully i'll update all regular like now, and you'll keep visiting my humble little stop leak of a space, savy?

It is very hard to be simple enough to be good.

Wow, it's been over a month since I posted, I am truely and deeply sorry for that. I just haven't had it in me to do this lately. But I think i'm getting it back, savy? wow, a month, and what a crazy month it has been truely truely crazy. well, there is snow and ice all about the roads but we still have class...sigh... I really wanted today off too.. ohh well, So anyway, i'm going to be updating this maybe regualar like again. so hope you all read again, marvelous. By the end of the day i'll have a full post up, this is just a little kick starter. HA.

The greatest thing in the world is to know how to be oneself.