So, I am having a mostly uneventful week. Although I did start part-time employment with Toys R Us incorporated... which could prove to be fun. They are going to be super flexible with my schedual so that working there won't interfere with teaching or playing... which is really the most important part.. Plus i'll get a 10% discount there, which will be nice when i finally have enough money to buy videogames again. Woot woot. It's Labor Day weekend in another day, and every labor day weekend like every labor day weekend since I was born, I will be at Williams Grove Historical Steam Engine Assoc's annual tractor show. I've been a member there every year of my life. and I have no intentions of stoping my membership or attendance now. I'm looking forward to taking lots of pictures for the photo blog over the weekend at the show. It looks like friday could be very wet. But we've endured wet years before... and so far the rain doesn't seem to be turning anyone away. This year the big steam train 643 is finally up and running, and it's nice to see.. taking the camper up thursday they had every car the assoc owns hooked up to it. and it was chugging along. So, you won't hear from me over the weekend most likly... unlike the beach we WON'T have air conditioning, TV, or Internet... because like my mother likes to point out... it's not so much a camp ground, as a big field.. although for this event, we wouldn't have it any other way.
I also made a new friend so to speak last night, she'll remain nameless for the moment. but it's always odd to find people you thought you disliked to be personable. So, that's always a good thing. Can't have too many friends. Especially ones who like videogames.
Alrighty, sometime monday or tuesday i'll probably update how the show went... and keep your eyes on the photoblog (link on the right hand side of this page) around the same time for lots of new pictures (weather permitting).
Other than that, I hope I find all of you well. Too all those bachman's and courtney's and ruby's and wensels, and melius's and vanessa's, and janice's and maggies, and well hell you all know who you are... well I miss you. and hope life finds you well.

Remember we're all routing for you.
Danny

goodbye sorry i'm such an ass that is incapable of realizing that other poeple have feelings too....
That's what you wanted to hear right....

8:44:07 PM redclawthepirate: i have a long shot question
8:44:20 PM ambs120: what?
8:44:43 PM redclawthepirate: when we moved my shit down here, can you think of anywhere we might have put my social security card... or even stuff like that
8:45:12 PM ambs120: i did nothing with your stuff like that....i'm sorry i thought you had a question to ask me that meant something...bye
8:45:34 PM redclawthepirate: why can't we be friends?
8:45:52 PM ambs120: you messed that up...not me...
8:46:12 PM redclawthepirate: i also apologized
8:46:29 PM ambs120: but you have done that so often that they mean nothing anymore
8:46:40 PM ambs120: in other words....i don't buy it
8:46:56 PM redclawthepirate: then I don't know what else I can do
8:49:51 PM redclawthepirate: what can I do?
8:50:29 PM ambs120: i have no clue
8:51:13 PM redclawthepirate: what would YOU like me to do?
8:51:32 PM ambs120: you never listened to me...don't bother starting now
8:51:59 PM redclawthepirate: do you really hate me this much?
8:52:29 PM ambs120: you're the one who is being a jerk...so don't give me this oh you hate me shit
8:52:43 PM redclawthepirate: i'm not trying to be a jerk
8:52:51 PM redclawthepirate: i'm trying to set things right...
8:53:01 PM redclawthepirate: i'm trying to stay friends with someone i care about
8:53:17 PM ambs120: You don't care about me Dan, you don't even know me...
8:53:40 PM redclawthepirate: you wish i didn't care about you
8:54:03 PM ambs120: no, you don't
8:54:51 PM redclawthepirate: if i didn't care why would i even be trying to have this converation
8:55:02 PM redclawthepirate: if i don't care so much, why the hell do i miss you, and why would i apologize
8:55:09 PM redclawthepirate: what do I have to gain here if i didn't care
8:55:34 PM ambs120: you have low self esteem....you NEED people around you in order to feel good about yourself.
8:56:07 PM redclawthepirate: i have people around me....
8:56:23 PM redclawthepirate: but you're right
8:56:28 PM redclawthepirate: more friends never hurt
8:56:31 PM ambs120: you're right dan...is that what you want to hear?
8:57:21 PM redclawthepirate: What would be the point, you don't belive a word I say
8:58:12 PM ambs120: right on that one
8:59:10 PM redclawthepirate: well wether you belive me or not, i'm really upset about this.. i suppose i have no way to prove that to you, or you don't care even if i could... so i guess i'll just let you go
8:59:28 PM ambs120: probably a good idea
8:59:57 PM redclawthepirate: if you think you CAN ever forgive me, or don't hate me, or something... i guess drop me a line....
9:00:34 PM ambs120: won't happen....don't really want to be friends with someone who does no wrong in his own eyes and can't seem to see past what it may have been that i did
9:01:03 PM redclawthepirate: I do plenty wrong, which is why i aplogize
9:01:19 PM ambs120: ehh.....i think it's more to fill space...that's why you do it
9:09:01 PM ambs120: so you go tell your family how terrible i am and make me out to be the bad person to whomever it is you talk to...but remember.....you can't be mad if YOU burnt the bridge...
9:09:27 PM redclawthepirate: i'm not mad.
9:09:37 PM ambs120: whatever
9:09:40 PM redclawthepirate: i don't think your terrible
9:09:45 PM redclawthepirate: i just wish you'd forgive me
9:09:53 PM redclawthepirate: i know i burnt the bridge
9:10:15 PM ambs120: erin is the one incapable of forgiveness....i dont think you're really sorry...so i chose not to forgive you
9:11:00 PM redclawthepirate: i'd rather you belived me than forgave me
9:11:09 PM redclawthepirate: i don't know what motive i have to lie right now
9:11:41 PM ambs120: well hard to believe someone who fed you lies since you've known them
9:11:55 PM redclawthepirate: i haven't fed you lies
9:12:18 PM ambs120: ehh...whatever
9:12:53 PM ambs120: you said goodbye over the weekend...why are you still trying to mend what you wanted ended??
9:13:11 PM redclawthepirate: because i care about you
9:13:18 PM ambs120: doubt that...
9:13:33 PM redclawthepirate: what do you want me to say?
9:14:51 PM ambs120: goodbye sorry i'm such an ass that is incapable of realizing that other poeple have feelings too....
9:14:58 PM ambs120: that would do i think