Wow I actually have gone long enough for people to start DEMANDING me to post... Crazy... Sorry I haven't updated... I've just been really run down...
I honestly don't know that anything has happened since monday... I had my last day of classes today.. minus the percussion playing final I still have to take a 4:30......then tomorrow... ohh tomorrow... my piano proficency... and my juries... and maybe something else I can't remember... I have finals on friday and saturday... then mon, and wed I think... then I'm done... yess sir.. on wednesday i'm all finished...which it'll be nice to not have school.. unfortunatally I haven't found a job yet either... so I guess i'll have a week or so of free time in the summer until I can find some work... I'd really rather not go to Schaad or Hect's but I dunno... If I can't find any other alternative.... I may have too, but I REALLY REALLY don't want too... It's just not on the list of things I want to do..Really the only thing I DO want to do is see Erin... Other than that, i'd be just as happy doing NOTHING AT ALL! That would make me really happy... only playing music for my own pleasure, not for someone to critic and judge... Just spend some quality time making myself feel better... Yeah... that'd be good...

Holly sent this to me today... It's been awhile since i've talked to her.. actually I don't think i've really talked to her all semester... so it was nice to hear from her.

I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home. You get kicked out when you're too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work. You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You do drugs, alcohol, you party, and you get ready for high school. You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating... you finish off as an orgasm.