How can we decide what is right and what is wrong? Nothing I mean nothing is set... Good just can't exsist without evil, so evil is nessisary for good, so evil is good, so to speak...

Nothing nothing is all good, or all bad... it simply cannot be... take love... love for god.. considered good... but a love of money... it's evil... love MUST be neutral.. as much everything... The sun creates life giving energy... but can burn us, and cause cancers and is a ball of destruction... Even Angels themselves are split... the angels in heaven... and the fallen... Dare I say even god himself must be neutral... he created evil... and why? because without evil good can't exsist... Eden itself WASN'T perfect... Eden held temptation...

By simply being alive we are dying? But if we weren't dying could we truely live? I feel very much that all my searching for answers is in vain... because the only way for there to be answers is for there to be questions. So an unanswerable question is not a question at all... but a hopeless paradox... The meaning of life just IS....

In the end we are who we are... and we have to accept those consequenses...

I don't know why a baby being born is such a happy occasion and death is a time of grieving... Do we really believe that life here and now is better than the life after we die? If we do our doctrines and hopes for the future are in vain... there is no past, there is no future... it's always now... and until we live in now all we have are empty regrets and hopes... now is the only guarantee we have in life... tomorrow doesn't exsist... and the past is but a memory... a ghost of a time.... Now is the only reality... and while things change, now is always the same... The answer to life is right now... and it's purpose is now... there is no other place or time it can be.